You, you, you and love

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Now playing: Super Junior-M - Super Girl
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I have not updated for days and I have a lot of things to say. I don't want to talk about SPM, it spoils the mood. =.= 8 subjects to go, equal to 19 more papers.

First of all, thanks to my friends who wished me happy birthdays last Wednesday. Which was the first day of SPM. Even the belated ones, I appreciate and I feel so grateful for having you guys to remember my birthday though it was a day full of tension (and full of Mr Ooi's screeching megaphone =.=). That was the first time I had my birthday in school for years. Usually the school is already closed by the time I turned one year older. And last two years (I think) the school closed the day before my birthday. I don't really celebrate my birthday. Sometimes my mother will cook nice food for me and maybe that's it. I was quite surprised when I got into the car after school last Wednesday. My mother asked me if I could do the exam and I said it was okay. Then she wished me happy birthday. My mother usually doesn't say it so openly and she will just pretend not to remember it but actually she knew what day it was. Nevertheless, I was so happy. ^^

And congratulations to DBSK for winning the Best Asian Star award at Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA) last night. However, it still hurt me to see only Jaejoong, Yoochun & Junsu standing on the stage. Since the stupid SM Ent. is boycotting the show, Yunho and Changmin could not attend it. Though Channel V broadcasted it, I couldn't really watch because my parents were conquering the TV. T.T

Their speeches really moved me and thousands of their fans who were watching. They showed that they are still strong despite all the things that happen. Junsu stated that "it was the effort of all five members that they could win this big award". Yoochun said "I feel so happy to meet such great members and sing together" while Jaejoong stated "to the two friends who might be watching this, we love you". Jaejoong's voice trembled as he said that and he looked like he might be tearing up any time. He forced a smile, but everyone knew the smile didn't work.

I just want to say this to them: Kimi ni arigatou. Zutto arigatou. Thank you for bringing colours to my life. Be strong, be patient. Always keep the faith. Fight till the end.

5-3=0. 5-2=0.

Picture credits to: dbsknights.blogspot.com

Love, love, love and peace

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Now playing: Brown Eyed Girls - Abracadabra

via FoxyTunes

I know, I know, it's 6 days before SPM. Yet I'm sitting here, when actually I should open up Bio textbooks or "work up a sweat" on some Add Maths (Haha! Wani~~). I can't wait for SPM! =.= Wait! It's not like I'm excited to sit for SPM or what. I just want it to be OVER. Yeah! Get out of my life! Unfortunately, I have to wait until December 10th before this miracle happens. When other people are actually celebrating and burning all their textbooks on December 8th, I will be sticking up my nose on some other books just because I'm hunting for an extra A(+) so that my cert won't come out too ugly with Cs and Ds, thanks to Bio and Add Maths. But I will NOT regret this! Mountain up the spirit! Ganbarimasu!

I have a lot of plans after this nightmare has passed. Firstly, I'm gonna conquer the TV with all the DVDs and CDs which are lining up to be watched/listened to. I haven't listen to Jay's albums which I bought months ago plus DBSK's Mirotic album and their all-time MVs! Just by mentioning that, I've become more and more excited. I'm gonna do a marathon of Jay's movies in one day, starting from 'Initial D', all the way to 'Kungfu Dunk'. ^^

And, and the videos in my beloved PC. 60 GB of videos waiting~
1. DBSK: History in Japan Vol. 1-4, Bonjour Paris, All About DBSK Seasons 1-3, MTV in Control, Mission Impossible, TBS 3rd Live Tour 2008 ~T~, DBSK on BoA & Britney Spears Showcase (debut stage >33)
2. FT Island: Wanna Be Your Boyfriend, MTV Treasure Island, Showcase for 2nd Album
3. NEWS: Manten Aozora Restaurant
4. Tegomass: Making of Tanabata Matsuri PV, Tegomass in Sweden, Domoto Kyoudai
5. SS501: Thank You for Waking Me Up, Thank You for Raising Me Up, Solo Collection MV + TMO, Kyujong on SETI >3
6. Super Junior: Exploration of the Human Body, Mystery 6, Sungmin & Kyuhyun on Love's Family
7. Movies & Dramas: Niini no Koto Wasurenaide (starring Ryo-chan & Yama-chan), Hidarime Tantei Eye (starring Yama-chan), Banjun Drama, Vacation (starring DBSK), Brown Sugar Macchiato (starring Lollipop), Kowai Nichiyoubi (starring "old" Johnny's Juniors)

Plus the thing I have been planning to watch:
1. Dramas: Boys Over Flowers (Korean Ver.), You're Beautiful (starring Hongki & Geunsuk)
2. Anime: Recommend some good 2009 anime to me! I've lost track to anime and Animax is getting worse and worse. Put Music Station back every Friday and I will take back my words. XD Anyways, Animax is good enough for letting me watch the latest FMA: Brotherhood and Inuyasha The Final Act. Just stop repeating the old shows and you'll be fine.
3. Jay Chou's new movie!!! -The Treasure Hunter (out in cinemas on December 31st) ^^

And BOOKS! Not school books, it's my story books! You're crazy if you want to touch those lame textbooks after all these sufferings. *anguish screams*
Yes, I've been holding myself from reading the story books, halfway-read, on the shelf. Pendragon #9 and #10!! The final volume! And the final volume of The Black Magician trilogy! Patience, patience...

Whaaaaa~~~ I can't wait! T.T Please let the time pass by as quickly as possible.
This could be my strength. Hwaiting!! >.<

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Yahh~ Not to forget, today, November 12th is the birthday of my "twin", Ezzati Ahmad! I miss you~ How have you been doing, I just want to know. And I'm sorry I couldn't text you to wish a happy burfday. My phone credit expires. >.<

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Oh and good luck to FT Island's cute bassist Lee Jaejin and SHINee's Choi Minho for their college entrance exam~ High-5, Jaejinnie! WE deserve the fruits of our effort. Right? ^^

Man, that was LONG. =.=

For Minani & Tegonyan

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Now playing: Dong Bang Shin Ki - You're My Melody
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11.11
Happy birthday to my boyfriend #3, Choi Minhwan and boyfriend #6, Tegoshi Yuuya~ XD So Minhwannie has turned 17 (wait for my birthday next week and we'll be of the same age~) and Yuuya-chan has turned 21! The only thing I can say is both of them has improved a lot since the day I first knew them.

Yahh! Minani has grown up~ His babyface starts to eventually disappear now... but not his aegyo! XD Those innocence and cute gesture is still killing me everytime he does that "Nn! Minani~~~" thing. And of course, his pouts and blowfish face. ^.^

As for Tegonyan, I have not seen him that often as I was too engaged in the KPop world. Gomen! But I have never forgotten of those bright smiles and silly acts of yours. ^^ And I feel very guilty for Tegonyan because he used to be my #3, after Jay Chou and Changmin. Blame the Hallyu~ I've been hit by a huge blow of Hallyu wave these days. No matter what, I still love him. Tegoshi desu!

F.T. Island, hwaiting! F.T. Triple, hwaiting!
NEWS, ganbatte! Tegomass, ganbatte!

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7 days to SPM
*dies*

5 Jed-ians have done it

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Now playing: F.T. Island - Raining
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I'm just posting this as some random post about school. One of the unexpected things I've encounter all my life as a student (uhh that was kinda exaggerating but... oh well =.=) As usual I went to school today because I ponteng the day before. Then Felicia told me that the WHOLE class skipped school yesterday. Shall I repeat? The whole of 5 Jed, Class of 2009 was not in school on November 4th, that is yesterday. That is a record for our class! Wait, should I feel proud about it? The whole class was breaking the rule. Nahhh, who cares? Record! Before, the least number of attendance would be 5-6 people only. Actually, someone did pop in yesterday but she went back early because obviously, she was going to be all alone anyway. The funny thing is, all of us did NOT even pakat about this. We did not plan, as some teachers thought. Man, the PKs are going to be furious about this. Didn't Pn Sharifah warned us not to take study leaves? Apparently, nobody cares. Muahaha~ We rock! Guys, it's 13 days to SPM... OK OK stop throwing those bad tomatoes! I'll stop talking about it, I'll stop, I'll stop! XP

Another funny thing. Uhmm how should I put this? Well, on Tuesday night, out of blue, I dreamt of Ashraf Muslim. =.= Wait! It's not like I was thinking about him before I closed my eyes or anything. It just happened, like I said, OUT OF THE BLUE. I just like him (because he's good-looking, duh >.<). I don't really fancy or go crazy over him. Well, I don't know. The dream was weird too. OK let's just stop here. -.-"

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Yahh~ Happy belated 22nd birthday to Choi Seunghyun a.k.a T.O.P! The best rapper apart from KAT-TUN's Tanaka Koki. Saegil chukha hamnida! ^^ May Big Bang achieve success in Japanese entertainment industry as you guys did in Korea. Big Bang Is V.I.P!

And also to Farah's little sis, who shares the same birth date as T.O.P. *envious envious* XD
Not to forget, my 'mother-in-law', Nicole Chong Nger Ling who celebrated her Sweet 71.. uhmmm I mean, her Sweet 17 on November 3rd. Wish you all the best. I love you~~ :D

Devastated

I'm so disappointed. I thought this thing would end. In fact, it almost ends. Why? WHY? DBSK cannot break up~ OK let me explain though I don't have much energy to sit here and type out my thoughts. Firstly, SM doesn't allow Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu to hold activities with DBSK. Which means that all five members of DBSK cannot do activities TOGETHER. That totally brings me down. Secondly (and the most shocking), Yunho and Changmin stated their support for SM. I want to scream. This is so not like them. Those signatures can't be true, can they? No way! I really don't know what's happening but I am TOTALLY sure that they would support DBSK, no matter what happens. Thirdly, now Yunho and Changmin's fathers expressed their strong disapproval of the other members. Their fathers too? I'm really curious about the originality of the news. Some netizens say this is an act of the antis. I'm not sure. This news is released an hour after the second news. But still, it's not helping at all. Their fathers said that the beauty product company thing is the cause of all these happening.

They can't be like this! Come on, people! The best thing to do is for all of them to sit in one table and speak clearly about this matter. I just hope that these are all FAKE. I hate all these speculations. It hurts.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

credits to: dbsknights.blogspot.com & allkpop.com

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Another dreadful news. Equally devastating. This year they're introducing the new grading system for SPM. Means no more A1, A2, B3, B4 and so on. They're using the A+, A & A- system starting THIS YEAR! And what's more, you have to score 95 and above to get an A+. What a good day. I can hardly get 90 something and you're asking me to get straight A+? This is nightmare! We students are not even sure if the A+ mark depends on the graph of that particular subject. Urgh.

Dong Bang power!~

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Now playing: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Stand Up!
via FoxyTunes

Finally! Good news about the lawsuit: They've won! I'm so happy for them. Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu have done the right thing and I'm very proud of them. ^^ I'm not very sure of the details but this issue is not completely over. DBSK hwaiting! This lawsuit thing, though it scared me for days, but I think at least they can rest from their activities for a while. I was so freaked out about this when I first found out especially when I heard about the disbanding rumour. There will be NO disbanding and the five of them will stay as one. Yokatta, ne?

Now Yunho is busy promoting his new drama, 'Heading to the Ground', Jaejoong and Yoochun still going around promoting their single, 'COLORS ~Melody & Harmony~/Shelter' and my Changmin is busy filming his new drama. I just hope they don't overwork themselves and take care of their health. Changmin, look after your hyungs! ^^

Oh yeah, another good news. DBSK is releasing their latest Japanese song too! Which means they will be together again! ^^ The title is 'Break Out!' and it will be used as a theme song to NHK's new drama which is to be aired in January 2010, 'Tomehane! Suzusato High School, Calligraphy Club'. The message in the song somehow tapped my heart:

"Grab your own future, be positive and keep on going, then your destiny will become bright! It is all up to you!"

It made me think of this coming exam, which is one of the most crucial period of my life. My decision will change the turnouts of my life.

Dong Bang Shin Ki, aja aja hwaiting!
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

credits to: dbsknights.blogspot.com

My deepest condolence to a good friend

As the title suggests, I would like to express my deepest condolence to a good friend of mine, one of my best friends actually. Her beloved father passed away yesterday. Innalillahi wainnailaihi rajiuun... From Allah we came and to Him we will return. The news was very sudden and I was taken aback when I received the message.

For my friend, be strong. This is just a test Allah gives to His faithful companion. I know it is very difficult and sudden for you. And SPM is just around the corner. The pressure must be giving you a hard time. But you MUST NOT give up! Zettai ni! Make your dad proud!

Remember that there is a hikmah behind all these. Allah loves him more than we do. May he be placed among the righteous. Life must go on. If you need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to talk to, I will always be there for you and stand by you.

Take care of yourself and your family. You are a good friend. I am always thankful that I ever get to know you.

Allah sentiasa mendengar rintihan hamba-Nya.

Aiden Lee Donghae turns 23

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Now playing: Fahrenheit - Mo Mo
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Wow! A post just for Donghae~ I'll do the same for Jay and Changmin next year. ^^
Happy 23rd birthday, Lee Donghae a.k.a Kim Jeonghoon's 'younger brother'. They look alike! (Well, at least to my eyes XD) Saegil chukha hamnida!
Yahh! So Fishie-oppa has turned 23~ I still have no idea why they call him Fishie. Or Pinocchio. =.= Just hope that the rest of this year will be great for him. Donghae-oppa hwaiting! Super Junior hwaiting!

Eunhyuk, please treat Donghae well. Haha! EunHae all the way! XD

P/S: It feels so nice to skip school. XP